Girl meets Boy; Boy meets Girl

THE FIRST DATE

Human beings have the tendency to do things for the very first. This is to satisfy their curiosity into something. This is to determine the use of something in their lives. Since the ancient times, this is considered as the game of trial and error. However for some human beings, doing things for the first time is doing it for the last time. And for an ordinary human being like me, doing things for the first with you is worth keeping for.

Our first meeting is the 19^th of December 2010. I was at our house in the interland and promised to you through sms message that we would meet this day after you have had your clinical duty. I was hesitant to meet you that day because I have not given my allowance since it’s the end our class and its vacation. However, I was eager to meet you because I know there’s something in you that could make my life so worthwhile. I got an idea and lied to my aunt that I was going back to the city to meet my groupmates and make our research paper. She believed and gave me money, afterwards. I prepared and pack my things for research and got dressed to meet you. While I was choosing what to wear, I said to myself, ‘If he will wear a shirt with this color, I’ll with pursue him.’

You have been waiting for me for hours at the mall. You also told me that we would watch Narnia. Well, to be honest with you. It was my ‘first time’ to have a date after four years. It was my ‘first time’ to watch movie with a guy in a movie house. However, it is not my ‘first time’ to lie to my aunt because of some guy or a date. I always do that. And to be honest with you, with them it was so ordinary. With you, it is something more.

When I arrive at the mall, I decided to meet you at a cellphone store. When I received your sms message that your already in front of the said store, I turned and was stunned that you , too, was wearing a gray shirt. Oh, well. We went to the ticket booth. I was expecting that you would pay for the ticket. But as it turned out, it was my ‘first time’ to pay for my own ticket while I’m on a date. You have told me that you have no money left. So I took it as an excuse. However, deep into me, you’re a turn off.

While we were watching that film, you kept on telling me what would come next. I could concentrate with it. I was pissed off. I said to myself, ‘Was this what you call watching movies? It’s better that we would not. You should have told me the story. I wouldn’t have wasted my money for the ticket’. We decided to have dinner at a fancy restaurant near your school. And again for the ‘first time’, I paid for it. I really was pissed off but just shrug my shoulders. We then visited my friend at the hospital and went to my boarding house. As we arrived there, the owner and her family was there and you suggested that I could go with you in your house. I was so hesitant to go with you that night because I know what would happen. Yet I said to myself that I would have the ‘taste’ of you and if I am not turned on, I would end what I have with you.

When we arrived in your house, I sent sms message to my bestfriend telling where I am and who was with me. It was not my ‘first time’ to be with a guy in a house alone. However it was my ‘first time’ with a guy doing something more intimate. Yet I have my control and my limitations. It was not my ‘first time’ to say ‘NO’. I was thankful that you respected that. I really appreciated you that night. And you kissed me like no other guy I have kissed. You’re different from them. We begin telling stories and end up realizing that we have so many common friends. What a small world. You also asked me about my past relationships. I was very honest with you that I have four relationships, which I considered serious ones. However, I ended up being betrayed, used and played. That’s why I told you that on my next relationship I’d be more cautious and I’d be more serious. Then I asked you in return about yours. You said something but I forgot about it. You changed the topic immediately, which I didn’t mind. Since that night, it’s my ‘first time’ to love talking to a guy without being bored. I kinda love talking to you and hearing your voice. We end up at the wee hour and decided to sleep.